Feel a bit crap today. The weathers awful and I've gone down with this sickness bug so couldn't go to school. Unlike most people, I love school, as I'm around my friends and don't feel as lonely as I do when at home.
So a couple of blogs ago I mentioned I was going to change my ways, socialise more. So far that hasn't gone to plan and as yet haven't gone out partying. But that's going to change tomorrow.
There's a charity party in a club tomorrow which I'm going to. My first proper one as the last one I went to was a bit of a no show. I'm a little nervous but I think it'll be fun.
Then on Friday I'm up in Manchester at the open day which should be good. I love Manchester, I don't know why, I just like the feel of the city. I just hope the uni is as good as the shopping.
And reality just hit home today, can't say why but it just did. All I know is I need to forget about something that's now in the past. It's doing me no good holding onto it. No more poems, it will only make it worse, I just have to let go and move on. It'll be hard putting it out of my mind, as for the last few months it's always in my subconcious but now I want it gone.
Once I get past the weekend it will be a turning point, so wish me luck.
That's all for now!
2008-06-22 @ 22:12